Saturday, July 4, 2009
6:04 AM
im too lazy to even check.
twitter is btr for my short attention span!
http://twitter.com/xCYNN
俊杰我爱你]]`
Thursday, June 18, 2009
8:54 PM
im just too lazy to blog.
im really too lazy to blog.
maybe id blog when my life is more happening.
俊杰我爱你]]`
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
4:13 AM
i was careless.
i didnt see where i was going.
i was carrying a huge load of stuff. heavy.
i slipped.
i fell.
i landed on my ankle.
the pain steamed though my ankle.
i had to sit there and cry before i could walk again.
walking again was pain.
i dont like the way she treats me.
i dont like the way she talks.
she thinks that its a fluke.
俊杰我爱你]]`
Monday, May 25, 2009
6:34 AM
i need to post.
i need to change my blogskin.
i need to post more.
I'm not the blogging kind of person.
i had a really fantastic dream.
i cant remember when.
but here is how it goes.
Characters:
Me, Sher Babes, Fiona, Euodia and finally, the star.. Ms Ho!
this is a really strange dream.
It was a coincidence, we met at a toilet.I have no idea why we met at a toilet.So we just decided to go out, hang out together.We began walking, walking, walking.Suddenly a book appeared out of now no where. Fiona took the book, blew off the accumulating dust, On the cover it wrote "The Life Stories, of Ms Ho."Ms Ho Laughed it off. Fiona opened the book, and flipped the page, upon the page, it was written, "Why i am still single, Why i am not married."We were suddenly teleported to a park, this park was destroyed, it was a wasteland.However, despite the odds, we just walked on, as we walked, the park started rebuilding itself, it was like we were travelling back in time. Far far back in time.in the distance, we saw two ghostly figures, the ghostly figures of Ms Ho and another guy. Except, these ghostly figures were not ghosts, these figures were memories, memories of a forgotten past, a past that was buried deep inside.As we advanced closer, words were heard. "You're such a jerk, you're not what i expected you to be, you disappoint me, you don't know me, you don't know anything, get out of my life, i don't ever want to see you again, go away, im breaking up with you." Ms Ho of the presented laughed it off.The memories faded away, faded away into nothingness. The memories were to be left alone, not to be stirred up in any time near.We continued walking on. The more we built, the more the park rebuilt, scenes from the past were shown. The book was flipped, "the memory that i cant forget, the experience that scared me--ghosts, spirits." We were instantly transported, transported to a car/roller coaster. Fiona and Euodia were sitting in front, Sher, Ms Ho and I were sitting at the back.It went past a graveyard with a quaint little church beside it. It was daylight. Suddenly, it went all dark, it was all cold, i could sense that Ms Ho showed a little fear, Sher was indifferent, Euodia was excited and Fiona clutched the book tightly in her arms. It became even colder. I could feel there there were spirits lurking around, spirits of Nuns, spirits of war-torn prisoners, spirits of battle beaten soldiers, spirits of wealthy men, spirits of everything. There were lining the graveyard, they were streaming in and out of the Church. Candles, bibles, crosses, chairs were floating in the air. Suddenly, out of the corner of my eye, i saw a nun standing close, she reach out here arm towards me. I grabbed Ms Ho's arm and squeezed it tightly, i was in fear, i was shedding cold sweat. I wouldn't look away, nor could i close my eyes, i sensed that Ms Ho was terrified as well. The nun leaned closer, and closer, and closer, she was only a few centimeters away from my face. I couldn't take it anymore, i gave a ear piercing scream. A scream that was not of this world.I cant remember what happened after that, however, all i knew was that i couldn't go back to sleep at all.
俊杰我爱你]]`
Saturday, May 9, 2009
7:51 AM
Almost got a guitar again.
so. i saw this red+blue guitar. wanted to buy it, but since it had a scratch, mum said no.
and there was no other to choose from..
went back again today.
new stock!
i like the black guitar..
however, the "border" of the black guitar had too much paint, so it was like one side is think and the other is thin. and a part had some breakages?
dunno how to explain.
there were new red+blue guitars..
however, inside the perfectly fine guitar, there was something inside.. dispite countless of shaking, the thing refused to get out. so therefore, decided not to get it.
thats how i ALMOST got my guitar.
omg. its m chinese bday today.
but isnt angmoh birthday more significant?
俊杰我爱你]]`
Saturday, May 2, 2009
6:49 AM
THURSDAY!Joanne came over from Ngee Ann Poly!
omg!
Joanne..
i missed you!
and i still do!
haha.
so when class was ending(ms chuah's lesson)
i was going "omg. im so excited~! Joanne! Joanne! Joanne is coming! lalala~!"
and my classmates was like "who's Joanne?"
and i went "my senior~!! Joanne~!! Joanne~!!"
and started dacing arnd(kinda).
hahha.
i got a shock of my life cause Sophia suddenly appeared at my class going "hey."
haha. i expected her to wait at her class:D
but. omg Joanne's in MG!
she was eating red bowl noodles:)
and ANNETTE, JANE&I join JOANNE for lunch!
(annette-->Sophia. jane--->Sarah, aka Sophia's friend)
typing this out, made me realise, ANNEtte and joANNE have quite a few things in common.
owh, Pearlyn came along.. and well.. repeated the same few things.
my response? "wait till next year. i dont want to be responsible for your actions"
hahaha.
som i duno what to type.
so aft lunch, we played with Joanne's com.
omg. her mac is super cool.. can like access like vista and mac?
i want a mac too!
camwhored using the com.
omg. a mac is rly cool.. it can capture jumpshots nicely!(unlike my dell)..
:D
so yea, followed Joanne to find her laoshi.
she laoshi is the one going to like SET THE MidYears CHINESE PAPER!
OHNO!
IM GOING TO DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(and i conviently forgot my own laoshi's name)
while they were chatting, many teachers went in and came out of the staff room.
i met mr ong and asked abt 6th june. well. all i can say is.. HE FORGOT..
so i ask him to ask Ms Ho is she wanted to come since she was the only one out of three left in school.. and he was like ....!!!!....
hahaha..
the teacher i saw most ocming in and out was MS HO!!
one incident, Ms Ho came out and Mr Ong went chasing after her..
haha..
so yea.. thats all i rmb abt thurs i guess..
bad memory man!
FRIDAY,
bugis. with mum. auntie.
boring. tiring. stupid.
went to bras basah.
guitar shops closed.
bought 2books of music scores.
one with wu ke qun and the other, simplified versions of jj.
俊杰我爱你]]`
Tuesday, April 28, 2009
2:49 AM
integration is getting more difficult!
and now im concentrating on learning integration, differentiation kinda slipped my mind. I was so lost when the question said "show that dy/dx=2x^2+3x+7/(3x+1)^2 hence solve ....(integration stuff)...." yea. the question is totally random.
i was so lost today during amaths! integration of trigo!
sher wasnt in sch, and arnd me was so empty!
so akward to walk to the front to ask my friends how to do!!
so i was busy stonning, and miss ho walked up to me..
since she was there, and it was wierd that i was stonning, i aked her how to do.. (not the totally random qn).
so she was "like split it up!"
and i went "owhhhh. ok."
and ms ho walked away.
but, no matter how i split it up, i still didnt knw how to do it.
Ms ho walked past again and saw me stonning.
So she was like "split into 2fractions. 1/cos^2x and cos^2x/cos^2x"
and she walked away,, but halfway ms ho was like "whats cos^2x/cos^2x?"
and i questioned "1?"
surprising, it was correct.
and so, i attemped the qn again, but this time, i didnt know what 1/cos^2x was.
so ms ho walked to the other side of the classroom, and then she said "Cynthia. whats 1/cos^2x?" a
nd i was like "i dont know."
she asked again "whats 1/cos^2x?"
and i replied "whats 1/cos^2x?"
and she said "whats 1/cos^2x?"
i guess, she wanted me to find out what that was.
so i asked someone else what that was, and i found it was sec^2x.
hahaha.. what a fun amaths lesson!
however, im not sure if the questions/numbers was correct.
in any case, if the numbers are wrong, the speech/scenario is kinda correct..
owhowh, another event with ms ho!
this morn(wet weather arrangement), i was walking to the staffroom to meet sophia so that we could meet mrs lim.
and ms ho was like "cynthia."
i had a fright of my life! i thought what crime did i commit?
and she continued "pls collect the amaths files."
hahaha..
funny events!
srly, im going to miss mg and all the teachers aft this year..
ahhhhh!
i guess im going to treasure the moments left!
omg.
i guess, im falling for Joshua?
look! Joshua! and DYT! hahaha! handsome!
HAWTT!
omg!
Table of Glory is ending! ends today!
IM GOING TO MISS JOSHUA AND DYT!!
俊杰我爱你]]`