A Thousand Dazzling Ribbons

2009-07-04T06:04:00.000-07:00

im too lazy to even check.
twitter is btr for my short attention span!
http://twitter.com/xCYNN

2009-06-18T20:54:00.001-07:00

im just too lazy to blog.
im really too lazy to blog.
maybe id blog when my life is more happening.

2009-05-26T04:13:00.000-07:00

i was careless.
i didnt see where i was going.
i was carrying a huge load of stuff. heavy.
i slipped.
i fell.
i landed on my ankle.
the pain steamed though my ankle.
i had to sit there and cry before i could walk again.
walking again was pain.

i dont like the way she treats me.
i dont like the way she talks.
she thinks that its a fluke.

2009-05-25T06:34:00.000-07:00

i need to post.
i need to change my blogskin.
i need to post more.
I'm not the blogging kind of person.

i had a really fantastic dream.
i cant remember when.
but here is how it goes.

Characters:
Me, Sher Babes, Fiona, Euodia and finally, the star.. Ms Ho!
this is a really strange dream.

It was a coincidence, we met at a toilet.
I have no idea why we met at a toilet.
So we just decided to go out, hang out together.
We began walking, walking, walking.
Suddenly a book appeared out of now no where. Fiona took the book, blew off the accumulating dust, On the cover it wrote "The Life Stories, of Ms Ho."
Ms Ho Laughed it off. Fiona opened the book, and flipped the page, upon the page, it was written, "Why i am still single, Why i am not married."
We were suddenly teleported to a park, this park was destroyed, it was a wasteland.
However, despite the odds, we just walked on, as we walked, the park started rebuilding itself, it was like we were travelling back in time. Far far back in time.
in the distance, we saw two ghostly figures, the ghostly figures of Ms Ho and another guy. Except, these ghostly figures were not ghosts, these figures were memories, memories of a forgotten past, a past that was buried deep inside.
As we advanced closer, words were heard.
"You're such a jerk, you're not what i expected you to be, you disappoint me, you don't know me, you don't know anything, get out of my life, i don't ever want to see you again, go away, im breaking up with you."
Ms Ho of the presented laughed it off.
The memories faded away, faded away into nothingness. The memories were to be left alone, not to be stirred up in any time near.
We continued walking on. The more we built, the more the park rebuilt, scenes from the past were shown. The book was flipped, "the memory that i cant forget, the experience that scared me--ghosts, spirits." We were instantly transported, transported to a car/roller coaster. Fiona and Euodia were sitting in front, Sher, Ms Ho and I were sitting at the back.
It went past a graveyard with a quaint little church beside it. It was daylight. Suddenly, it went all dark, it was all cold, i could sense that Ms Ho showed a little fear, Sher was indifferent, Euodia was excited and Fiona clutched the book tightly in her arms. It became even colder. I could feel there there were spirits lurking around, spirits of Nuns, spirits of war-torn prisoners, spirits of battle beaten soldiers, spirits of wealthy men, spirits of everything. There were lining the graveyard, they were streaming in and out of the Church. Candles, bibles, crosses, chairs were floating in the air. Suddenly, out of the corner of my eye, i saw a nun standing close, she reach out here arm towards me. I grabbed Ms Ho's arm and squeezed it tightly, i was in fear, i was shedding cold sweat. I wouldn't look away, nor could i close my eyes, i sensed that Ms Ho was terrified as well. The nun leaned closer, and closer, and closer, she was only a few centimeters away from my face. I couldn't take it anymore, i gave a ear piercing scream. A scream that was not of this world.

I cant remember what happened after that, however, all i knew was that i couldn't go back to sleep at all.

2009-05-09T07:51:00.000-07:00

Almost got a guitar again.

so. i saw this red+blue guitar. wanted to buy it, but since it had a scratch, mum said no.

and there was no other to choose from..

went back again today.

new stock!

i like the black guitar..

however, the "border" of the black guitar had too much paint, so it was like one side is think and the other is thin. and a part had some breakages?

dunno how to explain.

there were new red+blue guitars..

however, inside the perfectly fine guitar, there was something inside.. dispite countless of shaking, the thing refused to get out. so therefore, decided not to get it.

thats how i ALMOST got my guitar.

omg. its m chinese bday today.

but isnt angmoh birthday more significant?

2009-05-02T06:49:00.000-07:00

THURSDAY!
Joanne came over from Ngee Ann Poly!
omg!
Joanne..
i missed you!
and i still do!

haha.
so when class was ending(ms chuah's lesson)
i was going "omg. im so excited~! Joanne! Joanne! Joanne is coming! lalala~!"
and my classmates was like "who's Joanne?"
and i went "my senior~!! Joanne~!! Joanne~!!"
and started dacing arnd(kinda).
hahha.

i got a shock of my life cause Sophia suddenly appeared at my class going "hey."
haha. i expected her to wait at her class:D

but. omg Joanne's in MG!
she was eating red bowl noodles:)
and ANNETTE, JANE&I join JOANNE for lunch!
(annette-->Sophia. jane--->Sarah, aka Sophia's friend)
typing this out, made me realise, ANNEtte and joANNE have quite a few things in common.
owh, Pearlyn came along.. and well.. repeated the same few things.
my response? "wait till next year. i dont want to be responsible for your actions"

hahaha.
som i duno what to type.
so aft lunch, we played with Joanne's com.
omg. her mac is super cool.. can like access like vista and mac?
i want a mac too!
camwhored using the com.
omg. a mac is rly cool.. it can capture jumpshots nicely!(unlike my dell)..
:D

so yea, followed Joanne to find her laoshi.
she laoshi is the one going to like SET THE MidYears CHINESE PAPER!
OHNO!
IM GOING TO DIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
(and i conviently forgot my own laoshi's name)
while they were chatting, many teachers went in and came out of the staff room.
i met mr ong and asked abt 6th june. well. all i can say is.. HE FORGOT..
so i ask him to ask Ms Ho is she wanted to come since she was the only one out of three left in school.. and he was like ....!!!!....

hahaha..
the teacher i saw most ocming in and out was MS HO!!
one incident, Ms Ho came out and Mr Ong went chasing after her..
haha..

so yea.. thats all i rmb abt thurs i guess..
bad memory man!

FRIDAY,
bugis. with mum. auntie.
boring. tiring. stupid.
went to bras basah.
guitar shops closed.
bought 2books of music scores.
one with wu ke qun and the other, simplified versions of jj.

2009-04-28T02:49:00.000-07:00

integration is getting more difficult!
and now im concentrating on learning integration, differentiation kinda slipped my mind. I was so lost when the question said "show that dy/dx=2x^2+3x+7/(3x+1)^2 hence solve ....(integration stuff)...." yea. the question is totally random.

i was so lost today during amaths! integration of trigo!
sher wasnt in sch, and arnd me was so empty!
so akward to walk to the front to ask my friends how to do!!
so i was busy stonning, and miss ho walked up to me..
since she was there, and it was wierd that i was stonning, i aked her how to do.. (not the totally random qn).
so she was "like split it up!"
and i went "owhhhh. ok."
and ms ho walked away.
but, no matter how i split it up, i still didnt knw how to do it.
Ms ho walked past again and saw me stonning.
So she was like "split into 2fractions. 1/cos^2x and cos^2x/cos^2x"
and she walked away,, but halfway ms ho was like "whats cos^2x/cos^2x?"
and i questioned "1?"
surprising, it was correct.
and so, i attemped the qn again, but this time, i didnt know what 1/cos^2x was.
so ms ho walked to the other side of the classroom, and then she said "Cynthia. whats 1/cos^2x?" a
nd i was like "i dont know."
she asked again "whats 1/cos^2x?"
and i replied "whats 1/cos^2x?"
and she said "whats 1/cos^2x?"
i guess, she wanted me to find out what that was.
so i asked someone else what that was, and i found it was sec^2x.

hahaha.. what a fun amaths lesson!
however, im not sure if the questions/numbers was correct.
in any case, if the numbers are wrong, the speech/scenario is kinda correct..

owhowh, another event with ms ho!
this morn(wet weather arrangement), i was walking to the staffroom to meet sophia so that we could meet mrs lim.
and ms ho was like "cynthia."
i had a fright of my life! i thought what crime did i commit?
and she continued "pls collect the amaths files."
hahaha..
funny events!

srly, im going to miss mg and all the teachers aft this year..
ahhhhh!
i guess im going to treasure the moments left!

omg.

i guess, im falling for Joshua?

look! Joshua! and DYT! hahaha! handsome!

HAWTT!

omg!
Table of Glory is ending! ends today!
IM GOING TO MISS JOSHUA AND DYT!!

2009-04-25T03:40:00.000-07:00

some people just have no sense.
why destory a wonderful camera with plastic objects.
you dont have to express such a hugh dislike over canon just because you didnt like it.
or maybe, have no skills to use it.

something b/w an SLR (its godly awesome. not goddamm ugly or whatsoever blahblahblah) and a compactcam is NOT A COMPACT CAM! its stm more like my canon powershot.
a compact cam is a compact cam.
your just saying its a fusion b/w SLR and a compact cam to make you feel better.

no brainer.
bleah.
whatever.

im perfectly happy with my awesomeness SLR!
i guess,
CANON POWER!
&&
NIKON POWER!
(for my dearest sophia.)

2009-04-24T08:03:00.001-07:00

the computer repair man came over to my house to check on my laptop.
he said this, your computer chip has burned/melted.
so he had to leave and get me a new chip.
he said, i cant put it on a table or any suface without ventilation.
hence, i cant use the com for a prolonged period of time.
i need to get myself a laptop fan.

ive finsihed amaths hwk for worksheet4!
im glad ms ho said that we could hand up today if we finish.
not bringing back my finished amaths hwk, its a load of my shoulders.
i finished it a few minutes after miss ho left! if only she could stay longer!
its alright, at least me and jing had a leisurely stroll to the pigeon hole area.
jine and i also tried to do a 'catwalk'. its difficult i tell you! i cant even balance?

haha.
nights!
6th June.
our photography seminar at NJC.

2009-04-22T00:10:00.000-07:00

im super lazy to post, and i know why.
reason: my com is dead.
i fell ill recently, had cough and runny nose.
i will not post what happen in the past 2 weeks as it will take up alot of time and ive alr forgetton some facts..
sighs.

so yesterday, sher was saying about the funny dreams she had.
and i remarked, i have not dreamt of (sher's fave subj. teacher) for a very long time.
low and behold, yesterday night i dream of her.
well, the dream wasnt really bad, it was funny.
so here goes the dream.

It was a wet and rainy day and she was due at my house to give me tuition.
She appeared on time, however she was drenched as she didnt bring an umbrella, and had to walk under the rain to reach my house.
So she asked for a change of clothes so taht she own clothes could dry while she gave me tuition.
So, i went to my closet and took out a set of PJs. The PJs was a long selved bright pink teeshirt accompanied by bright pink long pants.
She put on the set of PJs and continue teaching me while her own clothes were left to dry.
At first, it seemed really funny cause ive never seen her inbright pink before.
However, i realised that she look extremly pretty..

I guess thats about what i rmb about my dream..

I really miss JOANNE!
we are so close, yet so far apart.
lets go out togther some day ok?
hahaha..
not this thurs acuse im having my spa!

2009-04-04T05:51:00.000-07:00

i've won a pair of tickets to watch 17 again on 7th apr 2009 at Orchard Cineleisure.

i need to print out the email that they sent and bring along an ic to comfirm.

More importatnly i have to bring along a friend cause its a pair of tickets.

I told my mum about it but she didnt want to come. My cousin cant go cause he is not allowed to go.

My first thought was Joanne, but isnt her camps near?

I know Sara wants to go but i cant give her both tickets..

I thought of inviting her but it seems akward.

I wanted to ask Ashley but if i ask her, I guess Tong would be wondering why isnt she invited along cause i always invite both of them tgt. Besides maybe Ash is going with her dardar.

I thought of Tong but it seems akward without Ashley.

Daphy.. Manda.. LiTing.. hmmm..

im in such a delima.

In the end, i just asked Joanne anw. Well, Joanne agreed to go with me! I love you Joanne. It never seems wierd going out with you. Joanne is my senior, she's our club chairman for 2008. She's a fellow photographer. :D It never feels wierd going out with you Joanne! Rmb our gitar date! Joanne is going along to select my guitar? haha.

[[Think you have what it takes to be Zac Efron’s girlfriend? Come to the preview dressed your creative best as his girl and you’ll stand a chance to win exclusive "17 Again" premiums. The winners will be revealed on our website after the event.]]

well, lets go TOMBOYISH. No harm done. Who says that he likes bimbos. He can like tomboys aswell right? I might go with a cap on:D

See you on Tuesday Joanne!
Lets enjoy this movie together!

and maybe even go stage and see Li Teng there!

Im really excted about this!

Thanks for letting me win!

2009-04-04T03:34:00.000-07:00

i tried taking the picture using my phone. wanted to take only the ribbon though. but this came out nicer! well ribbons, i say, it can match athousand-dazzlingribbons right? :D
recieved a sms from tong this morn! Way to go tong! now you can see JJ again! and at the same time.. renew your membership! JJFC meetings are not that fun without you! m really lookinf forward to tmr and i hope you are too. Remember formal clothes tong! i cant wait to see JJ again tmr!

So today, 4th april 2009.
i was supposed to go to school for AYG aft cleaning the graves, praying and such. Im so sorry teamates that i couldnt make it! the praying took longer than expected. finished arnd 12+pm for the cck place. By then. the games would have ended. and i smelt of temple smell..
i went out quite early to pray at my grandma house. it was only 9+ that we proceeded to cck to pray. i bought a LV bag and LV wallet to burn for her. It really pretty? i have a matching wallet now. IM REALLY SORRY TEAMMATES! IVE LET YOU DOWN! IM SORRY SOPHIA CAUSE I CANT DO DUTY TODAY. DONT COMPLAIN OK? I LOVE YOU SOPHIA(your bday present is with me~ ;D)..
then we went back and i changed before going to bishan for another round of burning and such. The jam at bishan is horrible. I understand that many people have to pray there today but.. at least let the pple go in and park in the nearby hdb carparks instead of the roadside. Parking by the roadside turns 2lanes roads into single lanes, this makes the place even more conjested. i rly dont understand why they have to block up the hdb carparks at "guang ming sua", let pple go in and park or uturn or stm. by blocking up the carparks, we have to now go down all the way rly far back just to like uturn. zzz.
my dad went out and came back with my granddad. urgh. so they dragged us to this place to eat some noodles. "Heng hua" noodles and dishes? I dont rly like that crusine/food served. dont understand why my dad likes it. i guess its b/c his father likes that. the only thing i like abt it is like.. nothing. Didnt bother to take photos, not rly appetising to me. and besides there were no other customers besides us.

ok. what a hetic day!
IM LOOKING FORWARD TO TMR!
JJ IM GOING TO MEET YOU AGAIN!
俊杰，我们又可以见面了!
俊杰我爱你！

i won tickets to watch 17 again.
im still wondering who to ask.
i think im still stunned that i won.

2009-04-03T08:16:00.001-07:00

ive changed from aspiraionsof-CYNN.blogspot.com to athousand-dazzlingribbons.blogspot.com

2009-04-03T03:08:00.000-07:00

So, ive decided to start a blog cause i said i would to Ashley and Tong and possibly Marina?
well, im really at a loss for words.
i really have no idea what to post.
Glenn Lim came to school today and gave a talk about online journals, blogging and such.
i guess. a blog for self reflections? sound good dont you think.
i guess i will try learn from him and post positive stuff which reflect upon what i have done.
i will try my best:D
i want to start posting from the 28th March 2009 onwards.
why 28th March? id tell you later:D
so here we go!

28th March 2009.
well, i woke up really early today to go for Cannon Espose workshop at VJC.
apprently, Gloricia and Candice were supposed to turn up but they didnt. So it was like down to me, Sophia and Mr Ong!
guess who we spotted on the brouche, Mr Soo!
speaking of which, we asked Mr Ong why didnt he invite Mr Soo, Mr Khoo and Ms Ho since they all have a passsion for photography. He replied, i didnt know about it. Ask Mrs Lim. tsktsk.. ahwell, they missed the rly wonderful talk and presentation!
the talk was really enricing and entertaining. I esp enjoyed Dr Tay's talk about food photography. (ieatishootipost) Just looking at his photos made me really hungry!
Well basically, i really enjoyed this photography session at VJC!
btw, they have free printing for one copy of photo. Guess what! ive printed out Sophia's birthday present alr! now all i need is a A4 size photoframe, and to wait for her birthday to arrive:D
later that evening, its time for JJ's CONCERT! yes! omg! IVE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS FOR SUCH A LONG TIME! seeing him again, im really glad, fortunate that im able to attend his concert. His singing is realy awesome:D i love all his costumes and such. Took photos of him! JJ YOUR MY IDOL<3 href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_Kmw9tOnpF0Y/SdXyYbQDOsI/AAAAAAAAANI/BtejZuP59ME/s1600-h/jjedit2.JPG">

29th March 2009.
urgh. whats up with the blog format? i can like.. press the enter button to make the next line directly below this. its so annoying! ahhh. so bear with alright? i srly have no idea how to work this. HELP ME ASHLEY!
So Sunday, its JJ PARTY! omg. we were srly so close to each other. JJ, your making fall in love with you all over again. My heart cant stop beating whenever you are close. Behind every word, theres a meaning that leaves a deep impression on me. Your voice, its wonderful. I love ervy song that you sing! So yes, JJ party. The Awesomeness. Which church do you go to JJ? i want to go there aswell! To worship, and a chance to see you. hahahha. JJ, your my life? well, i refuse to give my pictures to anyone, these are really precious memories, precious photos that captured the moment of you smiling. :) So, JJFC, i wont give my pictures to you. Well, i usualyy dont give my photos to anyone unless im on duty. hahaha. Mg Photography 09.

Well, sundayis also Farenheit a/s. I cant believe, their ques are always super long. It was until 4th level on Imm. Gave up queing.

30th March 2009.
went for campus Superstar recording with Ashley, Tong and Marina? This the day that i told them i would start a blog. actually, starting a blog is not that harmful, blogging has its advantage aswell. Accoring the Mr Glenn Lim, its away to organise thoughts and personal reflection. Its not healthy to keep all your thoughts bottled up, like what i haven been doing. So yea, we reaced Bishan mrt and took a cab to mediacorp station. We hsad a hard time finding our school, apprently they were alr infront. When we went to the assembled level, the ladies in charge scolded us cause we were not supposed to be there and told us to go to the recpetion. i guess shes just doing her job, but she does not have to use that tone. Ahwell, so wen went arnd in circles before ending up back at the same old place. Had to wait for someone to pick us up. Id spare you the details.
Rachel sang well even though i do not reconise that song. Good Jobb Rachel:D
However, the main highlight was Farenheit! Omg. All 4 of them arer hot. But i still prefer Wu Chun. Even though he does not have that similar impact on me as JJ does, i guess its still alright. After all i have a list of 'artists worth supporting'. Hahas. Tong and I went super high for their performance:D hahahas. No phototaking allowed.
Fetched Tong back home and Ashley to the mrt. Sorry cant fetch you back cause its out of the way and rly late. Hope your mum didnt scold you Ashley!:D

31st March 2009
photos are being screwed up now! ashley teach me how to use blogger. *sighs* owh yea, i could ask you too Joanne. Well, hmmmm.. not rly special today.

1st April 2009.
Happy Aprils Fool people!
Well, an aprils fool joke gone wrong. so here goes. 4D suggested that we swapped class with them and apprently my classmates agreed. I got tricked when i went into my class and found 4D people there. So Ms Chuah went to 4D and didnt notice a thing until we started laughing when we greeted her. According to Sara, her expression was priceless. WEll, i was too embarassed and hid behind a dictionary. Im sorry Ms Chuah? Ah well. We got a scolding. blahblah. And we got made t sit in single rows. NINI! i miss you! though i dont mind sitting aling, but in this manner without any tables directly beside me, i really feel alone. Well, theres Sher BABES beside me now i guess.

2nd Apr 2009.
2nd day of single row sitting.
during recess, abby taught me how to play the gituar using UD's gituar. Apprently i strum too hard. well.. it was fun, at least now i know how to hold like 3cords of love stories? Abby, thank you. Well, im going to save up my money and buy a gituar on my own. This explains why i bring bread right:D
today was also our CIP at St Lukes. We sang a few songs(prepared last min). Then we split into 2 groups, one to sing at their beds while the other group fold origami at the tables. At first, Sher Babes told me to follow her, but no use. i dont know half of the sngs being sang so i went with Clara to fold origami. Taught them to fold paper hearts and paper cranes. Hmmm, the apper cranes proved difficult for them. Sorry, but i dont rly know how to fold others. the old ladies were kinda friendly and sweet. An old ladie joined when we were about to leave. I kinda felt bad as the rest had paper hearts and cranes, so i folded a set for the old ladie who came late. I gave it to her and told her this, 这一个纸心给你，代表我们对你的爱。sounds kinda mushy right. the nurses laughed when i said it to another old lady. hahaha. but she was really sweet. Mr loh came along and started taking pictures cause i dunno how to use kym's cam! hahahha! sorry Kym..
in the end, Janelle, Hui Ling and I stayed behind while the rest took the bus home. Hitched a rde on Janelle's car with Hui Ling to West mall so we both could go home faster?
Sher Babes was going on 'TOTALLY 5' cause of our sushi group during the journey to SLH. Our sushi group consists on Fi, Sher, V, UD and me. So we going to give ourselves names and powers? Super Sher-Fire. V-tory(vandana), UD. superFIcial? hahha. urm i haven think of a name yet, but i guess air or thinder/lightning/electric would be cool? hahahha.

3rd April 2009.
Today. Welcome to my first day of typing. i cant rmb much about today cause i was trying to rmb what happened the prev days. haha. Glenn Lim came to give a talk about blogging and stuff. well, its the 3rd day sitting in single rows. sighs. Didnt have Mr loh's lesson today cause he was on course. Fell asleep. Slept like a log. the only thing i rememberd was Clara going ".....cute....." abt Usa-chan and the sound of gituar. Tmr is 4th apr, im going to like burn stuff and such. Its AYG and PTM aswell. im sorry floorball team. i'll try make it!
owh yea, i open my email today and got a surprise. i won tickets to 17 again on Tue. its a pair. i need to print out the letter i recieved. im not sure who to invite along.